tHé CÄLL

It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word


And then that word grew louder and louder

Till it was a battle cryI'll come backWhen you call
No need to say goodbye


Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All u can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war


Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the begining
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that u have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
u'll come back
when they call youno nid to say goodbye

recently i like this singer quite much..

her voice was a gift and really melt me away...gosh~~

she is REGINA SPEKTOR an "internet singer" duno wat's the terms for it:p

anyway The CALL this song is kinda meaningful for me.

i have lotsa picture with this song. is kinda magical for me, coz when i'm having a diff thought or feeling this song just simply give me a different feel. it can comfort me but it make me feel emo as well. hahaha, just 2 words complicated and sophisticated .

A Thank You Letter

to Siew Ching,
thanks for being there when i nid some support,advice and guidance.
thanks for willing to be my listener.
although u can't help anything out.
but is more than enough for me.


to Shin-E,
surprising to get ur msg, through ur msg
i still clearly feel ur sincerity. Appreciate is wat can i say perhaps.
thanks for the effort for looking over 70++ msg wor hehe

to guys and gals out there,
be a listener is more important than complained.
treasure ur friend truthly and greatly.
u can't buy a true fren with money but with a true heart oni.


to You,
once i had lost my faith in you, but now
i see You always by my side.When i'm weak, u raise me up give me strength
and lead me on. i shouldn't be so weak and vulnerable.
My dear lord, i'll stand up once again continue my journey without fear and any hesitation.





Sincerely,
~LvINn~
*LoVe&pEAcE*

graph of my emotion

Lately duno wat's goin on with me..
if there's a machine can measure my emotion,
i bet the output graph would be superb dynamic....
duno is it because of Valentine that remind me, i am single hahaha..
once i thought, if u like someone just treat him/her sincerely, honestly&great and they
will feel it. in fact, is totally a wrond concept for me.
I thought i treat u very well and great but wat i get is a simple. NO,Thanks...is Ugly and Not Suitable. then leave it over the bench and didn't bother anymore.
everytime when u msg or call me is just a simple, hey, can you come over and fetch me to bla...bla..bla... if i can make it 100% i'll be there at once.else i just postponed my sceduled and be there for u. but always end up with, why are u late?
nowadays, when u manage to find someone to fetch u then u just totally forget about me.
ask u for a movie u say NO,i'm tire..
but then few hours later, you are somewhere watching the movie with someone.
and telling me that u got nothing to do and mood. so just go for a movie with him loh.
how many times u wanna lie at me?
i just want a simple honest and ans from ur heart oni wat, tat's all wat..
the way i feel it rite now is just i'm a stupid dumb.
when u nid me, u call up..after that, "side way, kids!!u are blocking my path..."
i didn't ask u to be my angel or wat.
i wish that u could appreciate wat i did and my effort only wat.
or perhaps u can simply say u are an idiot who is just a toy to me,
ur existence is totally not necessarily.
i prefer u say tat to me and stop our relationship rite now rather than
lying at me..

stress??nah...

recently, dealing with lotsa things and feel a bit tense...undergoes tension wat am i goin to do?

nah, i oso duno wat i'll deal with it. most of the day just, finish all my part, all my endless job then sleep coz too tired ady ler...

but i feel tat, music really heal people soul. no matter is a punk rock,slow pop, sentimental or classical. it really calm me down and make me so in peace.